As of lately..

I feel like your passion is fading.. Just the sexual part. Like Im a CLOSE friend that you cook for, eat with, cuddle with and sleep with.. but not in the SEXUAL aspect of it. Lately, you have made me feel as if you are not sexually attracted to me anymore and that your "alone" time is when you can really get out some release. Yes I know I shouldnt ask about those alone times you have, but they are more than they should be. They are more than you being intimate with me. I know you probably dont mean to make me feel this way and you are always "tired" but sometimes I feel like they are excuses. Like something else is bothering you. Something deeper and darker. Something that you dont want to discuss. I know you better than you know yourself... I just wish you would tell me. I hope its not drugs again. Or other people. girls to be exact. I just thought we were past this and I want to be right about you but in the GOOD SENSE.

I love you and i wish that you could talk to me and let me know whats wrong. I know it's not my LOOKS. I am no where near grotesque and I am no where near ugly, but maybe there is something bothering you inside that you need to let out but you cant talk to me about it. I need you to hear me when I say you are my BEST FRIEND and you can tell me anything. Please? I am in a dark place and I am worried. I need to know that we are going to be ok.

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